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i need my prayers to be answered.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

To all gods above,

i haven't seen her for like almost a month. she always reply me, 'i'm still sick, sorry, i wun be able to make it.' how come? she just msg me saying she won't be able to go for a haircut with me. ok, i admit, i was a bit kind of irritated cos its like, recently, i call her out, she's always sick. it was only until i received another msg saying, 'she's gone to see doctor, i will convey the msg to her.' i think that should be her mum's reply. seeing a doctor at such late night? now, i'm worried...

it must have been some serious problem right? wat kind of sickness can get you down? NONE! please don't fall...

no matter where you are, i hope i can be there for you

even if i'm not physically around, i will be there to cheer you on mentally. there's me. don't worry, you still got your mama, papa, didi and tofu and bochups and all friends who love you.

Can i get back the fun hyper girl who are always full of laughter.

The one who always cheer me up. The one who always advices me. The one who always share problems with me. The one who never fail to make me feel great. The one who always care. The one who says,'take care, tofu. Message me when you got back home'. The one who share her joy with me. The one who does lotsa things. The one always so ON, saying,'ok, let's go town this weekend then'. The one who is so cheerful. The one who used to go shopping with me till late nights.

remember, last time we shop together was, the one with yanxian too. you can't go on a christmas spree. you didn't attend band gatherings. you know how much i missed you. how much i feel uncomfortable without you. how much i wanna your smiles back?

i didn't hear your voice for so long. i need your facts. how have you been? you even missed school. just what is happening? i want to have all details, k?

i need her to recover, i need her to get me moving on. i need her to be around me, to share my joy, happiness, sadness and everything. Can she be free of all sickness and be healthy mighty? come on, its a new year. all i wish for her is her to get well and go out! WE WANNA HAVE FUN TOGETHER!!!

i got a song for you, a childish one,

you are my sunshine,

my only sunshine,

you make me happy,

that's how i feel,

you never know how,

how much i love you,

please don't take my sunshine,

away.

yup, so can my prayers be answered? i need my prayers to be answered. please.

p.s. i won't be updating anymore, till i know you are safe and sound. hope to hear from you soon.

f lu t t er ing @ 11:17 PM :)