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touchy shows

Monday, March 20, 2006

you know what??? whenever i'm caught up in a show that shots touchy films, i would have tears swelled up in my eyes... i hate this kind of feeling... to many people, its consider normal, thats cos' they only have tears swelled, feeling their eyes... for me, i will have red nose. once it started, the redness takes a long time to subside. in addition, if the touchy part goes on for too long a time, tears will not only filled my eyes, they will overflow and become tears... in the end, it would seems as if i have just cried. but its just that i am being emotional.

haha... come to think of it, its quite embarrassing to actually cry over a show... cry as in, those noisy snorts and sounds... hoh! total embarrasement...

yup, me being so emotional, cos' of the pearl harbour... just watched it through chnl 5 and i cried once again... first time i watched it, i cry, second time, i cry again... hope i wont do so for the third time...

another best example is: TITANIC...
first time i wached it, i cried like hell. second time, still the same... even for the third time and the fifth time... i bet i will cry even at the tenth time of watching it... its just a too touchy show, dramatic, but its got good storyline and these are based on facts...

after much consideration, pondering and thinking, seriously, i realised i will always put myself in their shoes... thats why i'm so easily emotional affected... hmmm, so is this good or bad? being too emotional over a show seems a foolish thing to do... trying to understand the feelings of what the directors want us to feel seems like a very chim logic to be obtained, but i've sort of done it, so where do i stand?

alright, just put yourself in their shoes... what if you are the one who is struggling in the ice water helplessly? you are slowly frozen to death which is a painful feeling and this force you to part with your love ones... and what if you are the one been attack by the japanese in ww2? being thrown into the water where bullets were shot through you and you got to suffer before you went away, with your loved ones by you side till death part you all, the feelings all that... oh mine, thats too scary... imagine you finding your loved ones, their bodies floating in the middle of the sea... that is way too much for me to take it...

haiz, life seems miserable now...

will another war occur in future? be it in any country, the people will suffer, nonetheless... will another ship sunk just like titanic? everyone, including me, in board will be in chaos, dashing to advoid the reality of death. will the areoplane suddenly crashed and explode into ash? i'm in it, i havent even enjoy life to my fullest...

arhz, shit! life is really a very minute thing, cherish it...

okie!!! enough of all these emotional thing... get back to normal. get back to where all the laughter and happiness exist bahz...

f lu t t er ing @ 12:33 AM :)