Thursday, August 10, 2006
have you ever wonder, how time passes? they seems to be going on and on without waiting for us... its like we dont even have time to complete our project at hands, but they just go on and on.
a typical day like monday, i didnt study that much the previous night, so i have to forgo my lunch and study for it... shit! worse is, i cant finish it... haiz... saddening... so after sch, which ended like 4, we celebrated eugene's birthday, remember the cake smash, highlighter drawn and strip thingy... hahahha...
went to plaza sing for a movie, the click show... its a great show... both funny and touching... i like his cheeky words and moves... the family ties are protrait very well in there... imagine, you clicking away your whole life. and before you knew it, you are suffering from some sickness like heart attack and your parents have passed away and you wife have divorced you, your children have all grown up...
so where have you being this whole 20 years? clicking away in your dreams? you are not there to witness all the happiness, sharing the worries of your wife, taking care of your children nor are you there to care for you parents, telling them i love you everyday... ok, i'm emo here... lemme
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ok! back to normal, so after the show, we went for subway for dinner like around 9 and yy went home... then, we, the 04 ppl, kenny, me, ruth, gl, eugene and sara sat around some steps and chatted for like 2 hours then headed home...
reached je at around 12, so we decided to wait for 12 to strike and sing happy birthday song to kenny... woohoo~~~ touched eh? on the platform though... but memorable right?
another day, tues, woke up in the morning, early seh, eh, i mean 9... went imm to buy the snacks with ruth!!! woo~~~... i feel so proud over that... have you got the surprise, kenny? then met up with my com and uncle and went to sim lim square to get the irritatin com repaired... waste like 300++ bucks. shit man!!!
now, it cant be use again, cos my sis lahz, dunno press what then now my monitor is like out of range. shit!!! got to wait... some day, it shall be repaired... wah, waste my time man! yesterday make me carry the cpu here and there for like dozens of time lahz... nice work out at home sia...
anyway back here, by the time my com was back, it was like 4++ liao, so i got to faster get ready and met up with ju to meet up with them for dinner at marina square...i didnt eat anything for the day man! i'm so hungry, except for a bottle of plain water...
so wednesday, i woke up at 1... thats when my mum woke me up... before that she has been to the market, have breakfast and chatted lots with my relatives and even bought a phone for my bro... see how much she has done while i'm still slping away... haiz, so i woke up, faster got ready and went for lunch with my families...
as my bro got to book in at 6 pluz, i got no time to slack... we had lunch at crystal jade and even ice-cream at haagen dazs... woo~~~ heez^^ yummy yummy... i think we spent lots that day, but no choice its somewhat like a late celebration for my mum's and mine birthday... cos previously, my bro hasent got the time, he was in camp all day long...
while walking, i suddenly realisemy mum and dad have aged... really, badly... they have become so small... from the tall tall fiery long haired mum, till what i see now, is an curly haired typical auntie... from the tall tall muscular dad till what i see now is an ah pek... haiz...
i think my mum's face have grown more wrinkles and my dad's tattoo have all become tattered... they have really aged... ah!!!! i dont want them to be.... i still want them to be the active scoldin mum and caring dad whom i loves so much in the past, even till now and forever...
what if one day, they passed away cos of natural aging, [choy of cos!] while i am still around, then i will be so alone... i dont want and i cant imagine that... i want my mum or dad to wake me up everyday and ask me to slp early... i want them to scold me when i'm not home for dinner for many days... i want them to bring me out to east coast or west coast for some family picnics. i want them to be home slping when i reach home late.
ahh!!! i just want everything to remain as it is like now... even 20 years away from now... just stay put, my mum and dad will be here... yesh! i believe...
anyway, ya! as you can see, time passes and before i know, today is thurs... study a twee bit and slack a lot lot... ok lahz, they pushing me to study le... i got to go... study is healthy for your life too~~~ i must be crazy then...
just a plain boring update here...
f lu t t er ing @ 9:27 PM :)
