a little more negative happening day Monday, October 30, 2006
well, today was not a good day. not at all!!! woke up, got PRACTICAL!!! thats the sian-ness thing ever. cos this mean we had to wear jeans and covered shoes which is so damn hot lahz. though the experiments are fun. haa, i like doing experiments but not the aftermath like datasheets and worst till, today is formal report...
and my big levis jeans is like dropping every second i walked. it just grew big after the first wash. what a waste of money...
went for jap. so, ya, practical day is not yensiang day. sian! haa. i still can laugh now when i have encounter such a scary thing just now. total shitness feeling, you can understand. and mind you, i'm just having my dinner now, so maybe not that many shits? oops. ^^
went for jap, was utterly listless and tired. i fall asleep during lesson. imagine, me, yensiang, FALL ASLEEP during JAP!!! how can that be? maybe other lessons like env stud or trace & transition, i can understand lahz. but, JAP!!! no, impossible and i just did so. argh!!! feeling so guilty and me so rude, no respect. shitty me. oops again~
haa, but it cant be avoided. i'm just tired. i only slept 4hours the previous day cos i slept till 3pm on sunday? hahahha, my first record. the latest was 1pm. 3pm is a whole new record. hahha. pheesh, nothing to be proud of here.
had jap, was listless all the way. and rong hui msged me. his new phone is here. DAMN, i'm jealous. ok, maybe not that hard feeling, i'm envy, can! sian~ i got not enough cashy to buy and knowing my parents' situation, i shall not pester them anymore. but one thing, my sis got a whole brand new sims 2!!! whats a phone man! mummy, daddy, get me one, i dont care!
haa, so went to fc4 with jh for his dinner after jap. ming wei ponned, once again. haiz. never judge a cover by its book~ his other classmates soon came to join, and i feel so out of place lahz. sian~ nothing to do. and there was this guy who cant stop critizing a girl who is the girlfriend of his 5 years friend. i mean what is so damn wrong with you! people are only a bit plump and do you have to say until so evil. even plump people needs care and they DO deserve love from other guys ok!
you are just narrow-minded. cant be bothered with him when he keeps saying,'i really dont understand why. ahahahhh ( laughed very loud and long), why that girl...' people like you care! you shitter~!!! and they keep swearing with those words~ it irritating to hear them speak like these.
ok, i'm in my own comfort zone with friends, guys who dont use the f*** word as often as they do. maybe they dont at all. eugene is exceptional of cos! hahha, and and, the number of f*** words they use are like 50% of all the words they ever said. total pissed off. but the actions they do are funny, so ok lahz. try to ignore and censored the words away myself so i wont feel so pissed. hahahha
left the food court at 0830. reached station at around 0838. the mrt guy say there is some accident at clementi staion so we are not allowed to board the train. went to the bus stop and soon enough, 106 came, ok, i wasnt exaggerating here, there is like hundred swamps of people fighting to get on the minute 106 lahz. i decide to give up boarding. squeezing and forcing my way through is just going to get me no where and i dislike doing that. kiasu-ism i hate~
after a while, we saw people going up the platform. are we suay or what? so we walked back to the station. everytime, out with jh, i will have to walked the same path like tonless times before coming to the final destination, we are always indecisive, just like saturday night.
walked back to the station, went up the escalator, the train left! it was empty. cant be bothered, anyway, i'm sure there is another train since train service are back. then, i just realise! oh nO!!! trains will be damn packed. then the announcement came promptly,'please proceed on to the less crowded places and sorry for the incovenience caused as the next few trains will be rather packed.' DAMN!!! i'm cursed~
train came and true enough, there was not enough standing place for two, so we step back and one auntie with both hands clapped together began rubbing something rubbery and plastic feel. of cos i freaked out lahz. hello! it was right behind my head and she followed me when i walked a little further away. whats more, she was mumbling to herself lahz. damn~ i was shocked freaked and stunned!!! i really am cursed. ran behind jiahui and the auntie began targetting jiahui.
we quickly walked away. lucky the auntie didnt follow. i was still scared and asked lots of questions to jiahui. like what happen huh? do we have to call the train ppl? what if she also jump? then her hp dropped to the ground with a stud and i kept my mouth shut and walked away real real fast. shit!!! i even stepped on jiahui's slipper out of my shockness and anxiousness. oh no!!! can someone help me!!! i'm so damn horrified!!!
in the end, we walked the the other end and boarded the same train. at this side, there is another auntie who was like weeping. but the doors had just closed when i realised it! i couldnt move a bit then cos it was just so squeezy. i doubt jh noticed the auntie but as i was facing her, yesh! i revealed my petrified face once again!!! AAAAAHHHH~~~ how!!!
lucky at clementi, she was alright and she wipe away her tears. worst till, her eyes were as protuding as a goldfish ever. shit! like dropping out soon enough, am i going to catch them? but it would be so bloody. oh no!!! my thoughts went wild and my mum called, the cutie ringtone sounded. haa, a sign of relieve...
reached batok station and i was still worried and began to be alert of my surroundings. haa, petrified me, i know. but what to do when you just encouter another such two days ago and now, still~ i'm so damn cursed... by practicals... shitties!!!
oh! and as i was walking home, i saw a young couple, ok, teenagers, 14 yrs old. they look fourteen-ish to me. hahahah, so the girl's phone rang and she answered. soon enough, i heard the phone being smashed on the floor. ok, i'm scared. but who wouldnt after the auntie's incident and now another crazy outraged teenage girl. haa, indeed, tortures and bullies thought came to my mind.
haa, i have thought too much. crazy people scare the wits out of me. ok, i'm timid. pheesh, dont tell me you have never being in such horrified situation before. nevery say so, cos you will encounter it somehow someday... peopls are timid by nature. would you cry in front of a verocious tiger?
f lu t t er ing @ 10:07 PM :)
