i should have slow down my pace, i'm way too fast for all.
way way...
troddling on the path i am still walking, i'm tired.
no one ever pulled me back and needless to say, there's no one who could lead me on the roads ahead.
since i'm alone, all i wish was, if only you could be there for me.
if only~
well, the haze, gloom was all i sensed.
finally, i got to know whats moody meant.
its a feeling i never once knew until these days...
used to lead a fun fulfilling and happy life---
the laughter days, the without worries days, the unstress days...
but not anymore.
memories are all i live by~
things should be simpler, never this complicated.
friends should be fun to be with, never this uncertain feelings...
well, friends do hurt---
i've been through and i never wanted.
protected myself but not much was done, pain was what i suffered...
plain words i deprived. too much vocabs are sucha down~
friends do come and go, these words are true.
never go with hurt meanie attitude, can?
for me, part of them left without any trace. two left with a stab in my heart. many turned hi-bye. others, the priorities are always there, but decreasing...
maybe i should reflect... am i ever good enough for them?
complexing society i hate to step in!