Saturday, November 04, 2006
today. let me see. hmmm, past few days, due to quizes and my boring life, i was working and being really hardworking at tutorials. lemme appuald first~ and i lacked of sleep seriously. only had 4-5 hours of sleep everyday. of cos! msn is the main reason to it. and the heartless unique shitter is too!!!
tuesday went west mall with HUS, cos he bought the gorgeous phone!!! and i havent. i wanted it too!!! haa, went to check for my line and it gonna due in another 3 more weeks. 3 more weeks!!! i want it now!!! haiz, but on the positive side, this meant, i can save more money for going out and having fun. hahaha... and i needed a phone with puzzle bobble so badly.
i just cant take my mind off puzzle bobble. haa, records i have broke. 7000++ on HUS's phone and 5800++ on jot's phone. wooho~~~ later, i'm gonna break my own reocrd on HUS's phone again... shitter him. left me alone to travel all the way to town. how am i going to survive the train ride without puzzle bobble, with only my mp3...
haa, he is a BIGGEST EVER shitter, he is crappy lahz, he is, erm, hmmm, cold, ok, gentleman, at least he bother to make up for the mistake done. hahahah...
the fun day gone by and the tiring days came.wednesday, yesh, stayed back for maths! imagine, how hardworking am i, studying for 3 hours of maths. doing the sums and asking the unknown questions after minus-ing away the stoning and crapping and chatting.. went to work after and chatted on msn, blogged, watched teevee, did almost everything except maths...
hahaha, thurs, shitty practicals day. had a fun stressing 4 hours doing maths. at least i'm able to do about 90% of the questions and i'm happy with it. cos after plus minus, i think i can complete about 65% of the paper later in the evening, which is good. after paper, i went to work again. reached home, studied trace, watched teevee and yeah, teevee stuck me. haa, wasted 2 hours on teevee but nvm, initial D's cars are great!!! but not jay chou please.
friday is the depressing day. didnt manage to finish study and i was stressed. indeed STRESSED!!! i still not know what is linkage isomers, what is geometric isomers, what is optical isomers, what is coordination isomers. how do i name them!!! have you ever come across a word which can lasts 5 words. for example, dichlorobisethylenediamineplatinum(III) chloride ? what the hell is that!!! and i gotta know this naming like the back of my hand. shitties
obviously i didnt do well for the quiz. that pull my mood down down to the bottom. that is only the internal me, the external me is still the same. i have learnt the skill to bluff myself ever since sec sch and only this way, i wont be affecting people around me to be moody as well. i'll always be the cheerful happy lalaa yensiang you all wanted to know.
haa, got back my qas quiz and i score 92% but there is nothing to be happy about. it was such an easy paper. i should have gotten 150% lohz. sian. i guess my expectations are higher now. what should i do? i'm easily influenced, do influenced me to have lower expectations can? cos i can never live up to my expectations until i lower them.
anyway, went for gems. yesh! many shits now cos the shitty teacher is teaching shitty thing and being shitty damn bias!!! LEE HUI BEE!!! I HATE YOU!!! she saw other people reading story book, listening to mp3, not paying attention to her, she didnt bother. sooyin and i was just whispering, i swear our volume cant even reached the middle of the class lohz. how can we ever disturb the class then. only the people in front of us can hear those ssphssjhslesjsd but they cant comperhand the content of our chats, i'm sure!
WE ARE NOT DISTUBING THE CLASS! let us live in our own world, cannot? and i tell you, she say, so now, you have 3 mins for break and during this 3 mins, (looking at us) you all can talk all you want. but after 3 mins, i dont want to see anyone talking anymore, understand? after saying this sentence, she walked away and almost immediately turned around, came to us and seperate sooyin a seat away from me. hello!!! what is your 3 mins? its not 3 secs ok!!! you this mentally unstable freako. wanna pick on us, then say lahz. shitter!!!
so we were kept dumb, quiet, for the next one hour. after lesson, i went to find her to hand up the assignment. i was standing right in front of her and she ignore me! so RUDE!!! then i asked her for stapler and she say dont have. so i was, oh well, ok lohz. then i said to sooyin, 'then how ah?' and the leehuibee said, 'i really dont have stapler, you want, you can check." in the first place, am i talking to you? rude01. the way you phrase your words. rude02. am i asking you for more, was i too much to ask you for a miserable stapler? do you have to answer me like this rude03. all in all, i hate you!!!
as a lecturer, is this the way you should be, so rude to students. being bias is the worst character one should ever have. and yesh, she totally ignore me and when i pass up, she tried to crack a joke to sort of make up for the rude moments she have made, lemme tell you here, ITS NOT FUNNY!!! dont hehehaha away. your face, i'm going to hate.
its not the feeling of dislike. its the feeling of hatred!!! so we have only 8 more weeks to go, we still can pon 3 weeks, test 2 weeks and we are only going to face you for only 3 weeks. hahaah!!! i'm so glad!!! i dont have to see anymore of you!!!
shitty you. its a really shitter day for me. i just hate it when people say words with scarcism. people who are rude, people who show no respect and people who just did unreasonable things for their own good. that is not the principle to living the correct life, people~ cancel away all this unsightly mannerism and we will be the lala people!!!
oh! and i have just completed the post on our deathnote... hahaha, thanks to ajh and huixian for the day. i heart my bestie!!!^^
hmmm, oh!!! one more thing. really, what does she take me for? she had agreed on her fyp group ppl and now, she wanna back out. and so asked me. in a way, i'm only a substitute? shit lahz! of cos i refused. i dont wanna be make use of. its just a little squaable with her lohz and you got to take it so seriously. serve you right for being rude! or-bi-good. only ppl like me, lihong and sooyin can tolerate your rude manners lohz! go apologise!!!
ah~~~ i dont wanna have any much things more to do with her. and i regret totally! lots damn! for the env stud proj team. shit!!! yea~ ppl deciding on the day to meet up for discussion, she tuesday cannot, liyana wednesday, i thursday cannot. so why do you have to force your time and mine on the thursday. why not we do it on tuesday lahz. you this insensitive girl!
spare a thought for people can a not. do it on friday and you say its too late. so what izzit you want. cutting into ppl's busy day? why not we cut yours? argh~~~~!!! this could be the very reason why you always slipped 04's mind. no, indeed, you have never been in our mind before. think of the many 04's gathering you used to reject and you will know why. i dislike stubborn people...
cant be bothered. ok, i am going off for my steakhouse and prestige le. woolala!!!
f lu t t er ing @ 3:15 PM :)
