Wednesday, December 06, 2006
today is wednesday, guess what? i have two things in mind...
why is it that i hasent been dreaming? its been long since i last dream. was it that i'm so damn too busy recently that it has scare all my sweetie dreams away? i hope to dream of something. though it could be tiring but it keeps my mind ticking. i love to dream. people who dreams are those who will succeed later in their lives. haa~
another thing, eh. [trying hard to remember now]...
argh shit! totally cant remember. anyway, my that group work buddy. i'm perfectly alright liao! its been nothing. sometimes G is great, at other mintues, G is ... pheesh~ its all over. i'm still glad and feeling all blissful that i have such efficient and good classmates cum group mates.
the other thing, i still cant remember. so i shall just forget it. hmmm, so, in the end, we tossed a coin and we lose. we as in the girls of 04 here. so zj could go, this could well be a nightmare i never wanted. NO NEVER~ anyway, so he will just go, pick the christmas tag and thats it, celebrate with us.
horh~ to say the truth, i am really disappointed that things turn out this way. not with the results, i have expected it. but, why do we have to keep insisting? we could jolly well just give in and not enjoy our christmas. its ok de ma. its perfectly alright de ma, isnt it? horh horh horh, shit shit shit.
its like we celebrate christmas every year. so what is wrong with a spoilt one. oh no~ i sounded bad. i have such an evil heart. but nvm, we still have other group of friends who will celebrate and then, we can enjoy ourselves. lemme just feel uncomfortable for one night. but hmmm, he is not that bad lahz. but once a mark left on, forever one. so...
just too bad, you are sort of blacklisted in yensiang's mind. who ask you to be so no manners with our dearest ah ju that time. and i trusted her totally. so you are blocked from entering into our lala happy fun world.
and ya!!! i totally cant wait for christmas chalet!!! its like, i have never been to one christmas CHALET before. this will be my first. i'm so elated!!! i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!!! and yes, clubbing. how can i miss that out too~ but this time round, i shall cut down on drinks. as in cut down to save money, budget recently. but i still love tequila pops. no doubts about that. whats more, tonight is a wednesday night. lihong must be having fun now...
alright, i'm suppose to study for a test now. everyone in my class is like chionging the quiz which will only take place on friday. i'm so stress, so stress indeed, by my classmates. they seem to be studying every single seconds. i'm so pressurised. even during little short breaks in between lectures, lunch time and anywhere you can name them, they will be holding the fochem notes.
thing is, everyone is doing the same thing, studying, you will be outcasted if you dont do it. you will stick out like an extra frizzy hair among the smooth hair, this is an unsightly look. but i didnt do it. i'm the only frizzy hanging around playing around, fooling around hair. hahahha~
and i enjoyed myself totally today. days like laughing out loud was what i used to do everyday without fail. the day when i didnt laugh out loud are countable. thats was the past. but now, the days which i really laugh out loud are the ones, they are countable. rather, the days i'm not laughing out loud are like my everyday lives now. today was truely an extract of a year one day. AAHHH!!! this is the thing i wanna say. my days of LOL.
its not that i dont enjoy being with 06. its just that the feelings are different. i feel a little out of range with them. i dont know why. but they are great people. yesh! i assure you, they are fantastic people who jokes around too. but as you know, last year was such a fun year i could never forget. once you experience something, new fun, you never want to go back to the previous past when you used to find the fun days, now, they are just normal days to me...
04 has gotten me used to laughing out loud, with 6pacs forming everyday, mouth aching like crap and stomach vibrating every moment, messy hair and body movement tremendously. haiz, that could be the fun-nest and happiest year i could ever have in my whole life. 10 years down the road, i will still remember my sp year 1 days.
ok, i guess i really got to go. i'm too naggy here. and haa! i cant wait for next year. next year will be a revamption year. everything will change. i got to start thinking of my christmas wishes and new year resolution already. ok, just 3 more months. thats the target i set... just 3 more months. hang on, yensiang!!! lastly, all teevee dramas are fake.
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f lu t t er ing @ 10:24 PM :)
