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sincere apologies

Saturday, January 06, 2007

so now, i know i'm rather far behind time, its like january 06 2007 now, but now, then i have the feel to give my sincere apology for those times in the past which is 2006 blah blah and think up of resolutions for 2007. hear me out, will you?

anyway, firstly i would like to say a huge sorry to those i have offended or made burden to for the past 18 years i live, they include the sources where these happen or the subjects who feel i have angered them or displease them in any specific ways. these include places like my home, schools, clinic or even in the public, people like, my parents, my siblings, my relatives, my friends, my classmates, my colleagues, doc, my love ones, in fact, everyone around me. yeap, so everyone, here is my sincere apologies. due to my goonduness which i think it contains about 20% of my life [this is quite a lot, actually], i could have jolly well sadded anyone without me noticing. its not that i dont see them, or the thing, the fact, its just that i over-saw it.

pardon me for my mistakes, will you?

i'll strive for better! [oops, here is the resolution part] i think i'm being too formal eh? hahhah, but sincere apologies require some form of formality, isnt it? anyway, next, to my resolutions part. so so so...

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ok, i cant think of any! haa, its like. what for i need resolutions when i dont keep by them, might as well lead my life as it is. i know very well myself, nothing will change even after i swear and curse by the resolutions. okay, so resolutions are redundant to me here. why not make wishes like other people. why is it that new year needs resolutions and not wishes. i need wishes instead, resolutions are just useless. tsk tsk...

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my wishes are done! i'm not telling you~ cos i really believe that wishes told will not be fufilled. just know, you, my friend here, wish me the best of luck for the rest of my life, alrighties? thanks a lot, if you do so, if not, its alright too~ all human beings are selfish, i fully understand that...

this post is meant to be emo-ed! but how come it doesnt seems so. anyway, not much updates soon i guess, nothing to post, no life school is going to jammed me up for another 5 weeks and then, its lunar chinese new year. i always loved this season, nope, not for the ang-pow money[which many people think so], they are so surface-people. isnt new year about your greetings for one another, having reunion dinner like you never had them before, laugh and joke over the dining table, with a little drink and hot stuffy food, the lo-hae, then move on to the living room for some teevee watching and gathering, splattering about your recent, dont sleep for the whole night [i never accomplished them, cos i wanna be all ready and fresh for the new day, oops] to let your parents live till they are hundreds of years?

i guess i got to end here, cos all these chinese new year chats are keeping me all awake and excited about it!!! though there is nothing much to new year, i just love the warmth my relatives never fail to give. haa, oh no~ i''m really super enthu and excited over it liao. ok, lemme cool down to some serious lecture boring notes stuff. sian, total sian-ness!!!

ciaos~

Labels: CNY, resolutions, sorries, wishes

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