R.E.L.A.T.I.O.N.S.H.I.P.S Thursday, October 11, 2007
You know, this is the most sensitive float, you never know when it will sink, you never know when there will be huge currents, you never know what will happen to that little heart of the other party if you said something wrong by incident, if you did some little wrong gestures and that totally spoils everything, the prick will be there.
Family, Friendships, Boy-Girl r/s, husband-wife r/s, classmates, colleagues, lecturers.
Respect~
wheres the respect and mannerism we once had for one another when people just met for the first time?
Why do people go over the line and do things that are so hurtful?
Why do people ever display their pampered character out to friends?
Why do people get angry over small little things when that friend of yours doesnt agree to what you says?
Main point is, why do people take one another for granted when they reach this close proximity in a r/s. why?
thats something i learned since primary 6. but i admit, i strayed away when i was in secondary school. but i'm glad i graduated secondary with a clear mind stating, 'No one will ever be there for me forever', there is nothing like forever. things changes, scenery changes, people changes, even the weather is changing. what can be more right than forever? NONE.
i'm sure you do take your parents for granted, your siblings for granted. dont tell me, you never did. that would be bullshitting, you big fat liar. yeap, of cos i did too, i'm only human. but they are so precious to me, i'm lucky, i noticed. thats a constant reminder for me periodically,
'Never take mummy for granted, she cant be attending to all my needs everytime, she has her own life to live too.
Never take papa for granted, he can never be the sole breadwinnder forever, someday he will grow old and i wont want him to work all his life, leading the same boring routine for years, just as much as i hate routines, i'm sure he hates them too.
Never take kor for granted, i wont want our r/s to turn sour and in the end, not talking to each other for the rest of our adulthood.
Never take ting for granted, she has her very own youthful life to start colouring now, i wont want to drag her down just to assist me with little nothings in my life.'
i just want us to remain the same way, laughing over some mahjong silly, scaring the hell out over some horror screen we watched together, commenting on how ugly and nasty my cooking skills are. sux! but well, even my bro's jeering makes me smile. thats FAMILY ..
Now, whats a ten years long friendship to you? its that chemistry you once share, even till now right? the respect you once had for one another? the little sweet nothings you once thought about each other?
friend oh friend, dont lose all that, its crucial to a r/s. nothing beats than a happy jovial one, with no rudeness and only laughters. thats where the bestie comes in, i'm so glad, so satisfied that we still had that respect towards each other. at least we dont get pissed off when one says wanna go orchard but there is no more time left due to wrong time planning, at least we would both say with a wide smile,'next time then!'
04, secondary sch gfs, chuppies, i'm really thankful to everyone who once crossed my life with such joyful moment every minute. you guys have been the greatest gift ever to me. its always surprises and surprises and still follows, surprises, i never know how wonderful friends can make my life so pretty awesome, now i know. i cherish you guys, truly!
oh crap, this isnt meant to be a thanksgiving time. its meant to be a smashing great time for me to grumble about how human beings out there no longer cherish the friends who are arranged for them, in such a way that they will meet, under the specific condition, at that one atmosphere, with the special chemistry clicking away, its amazing. but you guys~ haiz, who does scold your friends? who does take them for granted? who does hurt them? you are so bad. this isnt how you treat friends, especially when, with what you know, you might be the best of friends this moment and hi-bye friend next. thats so saddening, dont lose that little respect to comfort k?
why i'm grumbling about this? thats cos i've seen such things before, in front of friends, who displayed their pampered attitude to the other one. thats so childish, thats so not understanding, thats something i cant tolerate, thats something i wont accommodate, thats something that might leave a prick in me, telling me 'EEE, so you are just a pampered insensitive kid who hasent grown up, hasent got to know what society is like, who is still living in your mama's care, never wake up enough to sense which words to say and which to avoid, your sickening unreasonable, i hate' and that prick is not gonna be gone for the next 100 years.
so ya, i cherish friends who are worth my time, my effort, my tears and not some childish freakos. Wake up!
hahahahaha i typed long huh! 
well well, heres some peektures for you to drool over 
this makes me shy 
GREAT BODS 
PERFECT.
Woolala~ And and, it seems like i cant get anyone to go out with me tml's night. What is so wrong??? tml is a friday FLY-DAY!!!! and no one is free to go out with me!!! Crap, this is DUMB! so anyone, if you are in the mood too~ can ask me out k! i'll be more than glad to be in the mood for a great night out. haa~ and more than happy to know that there is still someone out there who will have a free night for such an impromptu meet up with me, you know!
and now, it seems i have clearly separated the difference between weekends and weekdays. this sux too, TOTALLY! when i USED to have weekends everyday!!! what is so wrong with me, seriously i think there is too much changes within too short a time, this is bad, wayyy too bad as i dont think i can handle them. shit! i hate weekdays which does practically the same boring routine everyday, every morning, every afternoon, every dinner, every night, every minute, TSK.
ok, i have decided, tml, i shall go and coop myself up in the damn bloody library with the peanut and droplets table and study study study. even though thats the last thing i wanna do for a frinight, but what to do, its like, its alr the last sem, i got to enjoy the joy of studying ya? because i suppose i wont be doing anymore so until like 10yrs later when i'm gonna teach my own kiddos how to read and write right!
hmmm, but people, you know what, YOU STILL CAN ASK ME OUT TML!!! for supper, dinner anything! hahahhha~ hmmm, maybe maybe, lemme scroll my list of msn. AH HA! derek? yeap, derek! set, eh shit! i shy sial. tml yx cannot make it. haiz, i gave up asking =) so anyways, thats the pathetic me on a boring unplanned frinight saying goodbye to you people, till the next time then!
PS: HBH, Can send me PEEKTURES already??? hahahahha~
f lu t t er ing @ 11:13 PM :)
