Family
04
JuJuBee
Aiw Hui Xian
HBH, KYX, EKL, FMH, WXM
Ah _ot
shopping
orange
Lee Hom
chilling
orangyadoration
For the past 2 years, I have a LOVERBOY.
Now after 23 months of dependent, i need to learn to be independent once again...
I never know falling in love and falling out of love would have such an excruciating pain.
Wanting to go back how i used to be, im supressing my love for you.
Its saddening when he dont need my companion anymore
Its saddening when he cant love me anymore
Its saddening when he dont have the urge for me anymore
Its saddening when he said all those hurtful things
Its really saddening we have to part our ways...
Two years ago, we started happily
Two years later, we parted silently
Two years ago, I had a family holiday and you cannot go cos we just started. I really missed you so much that we even called each other for half an hour despite the expensive bills.
Two years later, I have a family holiday once again and I thought you would be there for me...
There are so many happy memories I remember
There are so many cheerful moments I cherish
There are many pissed times which I have forgotten, I didnt know you remember...
I might have been too demanding and selfish, but one thing for sure, my love for you has grow so intensely that it is hard to be contained anymore.
Do we really have to part? I miss you, I want you, I love you still...
(I guess no one will read this, I just need a spot to relief, please allow me...)