Friday, January 12, 2007
hey yo! people, so i'm back!!! didnt i say, i'll be back as a lively real yensiang. yeap~ so here i am. its really hard to forgive and forget, but at least i'm trying. the feelings are going to be there forever, i know, but at least the deep hard marks will be lessen with my bubbly friends and stressing school. i'm sure of it. anyway, argh~ enough of these mulling, un-fun stuffs. lemme tell you how i spend the christmas chalet with 06!!!
if i remember, i reached there pretty late. .jpg)
on the long journey to the east~
anyway, we barbequed!!!
satays, my beloved always~
guoliang, the one who always do the seafood and stuffs 
is his hands really clean?
oops, anyway, great thanks to you~
not to forget, his capable assistant, YENSIANG^^
and so, night came, i guess, with the pics. hahahah...
jazreen
special huge hugs & thanks to her, with her, our chalet would not be that fun, she is the mc for the whole night, her presence is as important as any gold around. her cute and funny actions make it all to be so cartoon-ed, we are loving it~ haa!
06
fun loving peeps
and then, we went in for some games, call, unwrap the surprise package and tio forfeit! haa~
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tied hair like some little crazy naughty girl running about on the streets
jazreen
eating small hot red chili (she dont eat chili, i think)
yensiang
alright! everyone was like hoping i get for every round larh, what the hell~ anyway, mine was to find some stranger guy and take pics with him. haa, not bad huh~ and his rose, yesh! its so huge and pretteay~ i like! give it to me can...
then, cake-cutting time!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
jazreen & ruilin
yeap~ they were not spared from the smeared~ 
everyone got them everytime. haa~
and its prize giving time!
ms clarie ng
mr kwok chen ko
the lecturers were to sponser us with gifts labelled as first prize, 2nd and 3rd. well, i wasnt the lucky one, so lets move on~ haa, ok, realistic me. anyway, i guess desmond got a notebook, either judy or xiao bing got a dunno what. oops and baolong got a free pair of tickets to either wild wild wet of escape. well, he went with his girlfriend. haa, lovey-dovey~
the highlight~ exchange gifts time!!!
jazreen, the mc
told you, she is a very important person of our chalet. haa, and i love this time the most~ i've been anticipating for so long le, so overly-excited~
so i got a gift from yewchun! 
beloved lao ban, and he even tried to bluff me larh, planned for a cheat present, see the white one, they planned it, but failed, cos jazreen blur blur mistaken or what, anyway, the plan failed! the cheat present was a box of strawberry pockey, which at first, i though got pockey, not bad, but it was an empty one!!! dumb lao ban finished it all! damn~
my gift to guoliang 
honoured ma? check vouchers lehz~ hehez, and the card ( LOOK at the cam, and pay attention!)which i made with thoughts, dont throw it away ah, and please, scold yourself, you say you wanna scold the guy who made me sleep only 4 hours, so scold yourself bahz~ important is, hope you like it...
and so, the lecturers left
see, how happy am i! haa, someone snaps me, oh~ i'm so shy, dont do that the next time. pheesh, the smile that will always be there for anyone. oh! and the guy behind, ms clarie's bf, still trick us she got no bf. haa~
and they left, we barbequed and slacked, chatted, blah blah, and took pics of cos!
then, those who cant stay, they left too. 
ruilin, liyana, zhen you and rui huang.
and i think we played some games, the guys barbequed and blah blah, then we went to bath at a holy 3am. its so bloody cold can! haa, but at least a bath is better than none. yup, so left only, me guoliang, eugene, yew chun and jun jie.we played a game and spilled many stuffs dah~ no one is supposed to know except the five of us. otherwise, the others shall die! oops, haa, not so serious larh, but a secret should always remain as one. anyway, i had great fun too~
after we ended, yew chun & eugene dozed off almost immediately. left junjie guoliang and me.
i'm bored
entertain yensiang, can?
ah jot .jpg)
he slept in the earlier night le, so he is widely awake!
guoliang
scold yourself, still
and so, i guess everyone sleep a wink, except me, i dunno why, i feel so energetic and high! haa, i didnt wish to close my eyes then, so after ah jot and guoliang really buay tahan, chee gen was awoke lohz, so he chatted with me and still makes me laugh like hell, its impossible that i sleep right! oh and to thanks him too! he is the one who oversees everything, packed up and blah blah, thanks a lot!
the energetic yensiang .JPG)
told you, the smile that will always be there for anyone who needs them, i have learn it, no matter what happen to you, the time tick tock every second and the world still turns, people walks on and connection are still there, life goes on, just smile, everyone dont need to know your troubles and woes, keep them, mull them lonely, cry them over and smile once again! ^^
the christmas gift i got from yewchun, its a nike bag! 
haa, expensive i know, thanks a lot yewchun! i love it! though its a little soiled now. oopsy~
haa, christmas gift, christmas gift, i really detest yanxian, oops, her pume watch. OMG!!! i still loves it, even till now~ pheesh, i should learn to love myself. thats my next important step, other than learning to smile, its to learn to love yourself. i took years to learn to smile and i havent master it, another large slab to learn now, so cheer on people~ NO WORRIES!!!
HAPPY EVERYDAY~ cheerios!!!Labels: 06, christmas, christmas wish
f lu t t er ing @ 1:18 AM :)
Monday, December 11, 2006
woohoo~~~ yeap yeap. i bought the new phone. its like finally lahz!!! after waiting for 2 months near now, i finally got it at a great deal, i supposed. hope next week, nothing is up. haa, the pink clam phone which i love a lot a lot! yesh! i've got it~
breakie time during jap 
tried it out in the lift, cos they got blurred mirrors.
oh~ how much i love mirrors. hahahah. oops, i shouldn't take too much pics with ajh liao. later his rumoured gf know, then i cham le. hahaha~ woolalala~ and today, jap lesson, sensei taught us how to ask a girl/guy out for a movie in jap. and he was seriously practising it. i guess he is up to some secretive moves, wait for the good news bahz, rumoured gf~
anyway, ya, i till love the phone very very much now. but i hasnt got the time to doll the functions up. ok, i'm so gonna get the topshop cardigan. even after i saw a girl in sp wore it, i'm even more affirm now that i got to buy the cardigan. i like it~ and the fox skirt. oh nO~ my mum is going to hate me forever and disown me (maybe) for spending a freaking 90 bucks just for two items. yesh, reaffirm again, one girl in sp ever wore the skirt and i still wanted it even though someone has own it. well, at least they are walking models for me to see and i still so wanna have them. lallala, i'm going crazy with brands like forever21 currently, fox, topshop blah blah blah~
ok, i need to shop badly, someday somehow. oh! and to tell you one thing, eugene played with my phone today. and he flipped open and shut so forcely. lemme tell you, my heart was in my mouth at that moment. i'm so worried that it will just crack and oh nO~ there goes my 2 months wait + painstakingly saved $150. he is a real DAN BAI KAI!!! i'm never going to lend him my phone again~ shitties...
haa, anyway, back to shopping. yeap~ i have so much things to restock in my closet. i need new bags! new polish paints, new handphone pouch, new pumps, lots of pairs of pumps indeed, new dress, new skirt, new tops, like thousand pieces can, new earrings!!! YA!!! EXACTLY!!! thats what i needed most. new EARRINGS!!! i broke one again, just recently. shit. i dunno why, when i wanna wear it, i pulled it out and piack! it broke. shit! and i only wore it once...
my christmas list is never going to end, looking at the state i'm in now. but most imortantly, just rained like zillions of thousand dollars notes down onto me, so i can shopped like pretty taitai, go travel like a crazy little girl~ horh~ how much i cant wait to grow up and have lotsa of hard earn money but spend them in a flash and went travelling with my girlfriends. on the other hand, i didnt want to grow up. i didnt want to have ugly skin, turn old and ragged. shit, i'm so stuck.
ok, add on the second on my christmas wishlist to lemme be EIGHTEEN forever~ oh~ no no nno!!! all push down. whats most importantly, is the health of my family, my friends and me!!! plus, we will be in our happy lala land forever. horh~ so there goes all my 3 wishes.
haa, enough crapping le bahz, yensiang, do you know you still have like chem eng rev qns, QAS tutorial, maths 3 chapts of tutorial, one edited datasheet to do, jap comprehension to do, one presentation speech to make and one trace & trans quiz to study before you are allowed to watch the magic musical show of yc's at expo?
ok, i know, i know, stop bugging me. so now i shall go do the ever chimcology chem eng, edit the datasheet and do a bit of QAS tutorial. see myself slept till 1 pm bahz. hahahha~ i totally cant wait for christmas and holidays arrival!!! woohee~~~ i wanna party!!! all holiday long...
oh, and have you ever wonder, if you were late for lesson, on top of that you have to walk a long mile, climb a millions steps, and walked into the theatre, dont you hope to be teleported and just swiff~ and there you are in the lecture seat, with notes all ready for lesson, minus away all the walking and climbing. isnt that great and fun!!!! hahhah...
ok, seriously, i dont think you all wanna continue reading my ever endless post bahz. i can typed on and on forever, if only i have the time. haiz. and to me, time is really crawling by slowly. that 3 months seem too long a wait. sometimes, how i wish it will all just go by in a splash and it will be march 2007. haiz, i'm not getting happy everyday, get me high ah bee. even seeing ah ju today didnt get me high. how come? i so miss year 1.
and erm, i have no more passion for my trumpets le. seriously. i dont miss blowing it now, i dont miss holding it now, i dont miss reading notes now, i dont miss siting there and playing trumpets now. what i misses are the accompany of the bo chups. thats all. but concert, i'll be there, practice, maybe not. sorry, think i got to let go at this point. fun is all i wanted. but to me now, playing instrument isnt what i consider fun at this moment. they used to be in the past, but they are USED TO, now no more. is our golden years in 2003 and 2004 going to end soon?
i wonder...Labels: christmas wish, random
f lu t t er ing @ 11:03 PM :)
