Monday, January 01, 2007
hmmm, some family time with my parents, sis and bro. haa. they are still my ultimate loves though~ just that last saturday of 2006, i guess my bro is broke cos its the end of the month. it think this runs in my family. everyone of us, during the end of the month, we will be damn broke. point is, he didnt went out that night and was at home walking around, disturbing us.
then, he thought of, the chess game! 
they poured in baileys and played~
the half-filled baileys
i played a round with huiling too. and surprising that day, she won the both of us, she claimed she isnt good at playing dumb, trying to bluff me izzit? baileys was too milky for bulk consumption le. haha, anyway, that was the night.
today, home cooked dinner at home by my mum. my mum is a good housewife + good cook. though its not a spread.
chicken breast was the best of all, the mushroom soup was superb! with chicken strips and many other kind of yummy food, and she insisted on a plate of plain veggies. delicious meal i had on the first day of 2007. warmth in the heart neh~
the sparkling juice 
an all time favourite for my sis & I
haa, it was so nice lohz, if only the game of dumb wasnt baileys but this juice, i dont mind losing sia~ hahahha. it is so so juicy! i like ^^ and that ends my dinner.
so i'm here blogging. back to my ultra grumble of the day. yesh! i lost one of my earrings too!!! now i got 4 different earrings, all left only one side. am i dumb or what? shit sia! it was a total waste of money lehz! hmph!!! i only wore this recent lost pair like the second time only and it is lost. shit!
and computers!!! my greatest enemy ever dead!!! shit de lehz. the monitor is always at high frequency, internet got problems. so i thought i can solve it by following the instructions and ge kiang go and delete the realtrek which i thought is some real player thing. and since i have itunes, i happily deleted that. so now, i cannot listen to any sound. shit right!
my comp is always stuff with problems!!! ARGHHHH!!! monitor SUX! internet explorer SUX! realtrek SUX!!! ok lahz, i think i sux the most! cos all the probs derive from me. shit!!! can some computer smarties save my comp, it is like dumb now. it doesnt make any more sound. sian! no more itunes, no more youtubes, no more finally here~
haiz, back to my soundless world and nosiy teevee bahz^^Labels: 2007, baileys, dumb dumb, family, grumble, random
f lu t t er ing @ 7:03 PM :)
Saturday, December 16, 2006
yesternight, i meant thursday night. was studying for trace & trans quiz. ok, i totally dont have the mood for it. cos i'm gg for a musical in the evening and i'm totally excited about it lahz. moreover, the musical is a combination of magics too!!! thats what makes me even more enthu.
as you can see, i got to work that thursday evening too. so, yup, didnt want to study cos i dont have the mood for serious studying. i just wanna have some fun!
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this explains my pathetic face during work
i'm stuck between trace, sleep and musical. anyway, that night when i reached home from work, got everything done, it was 10 pm le and my mum came and talk to me. time passes fast!!! it was 11pm le! oh no~ and i havent started on my revision. i'm so dead meat.
so i thought some fruits would refresh my mind.
apples, grapes, pears 
i choose apples
the pear wasnt what i had a few days ago. few days ago, the pears my mum bought was like $1 for one. it was so huge!!! so SWEET!!! so fufilling. i never like pears till these few months when my mum started buying that kind of pears, i might change my favourite fruits from oranges to pears.
anyway, i had apples and they are so sweet. i cant stand it! its too sweet for my tooth le, will cause tooth decay you see. haiz, after countless slices of apples and 15 mins of serious memorising, i gave up, shitter msged me and i was disturbed. so... i cant resist the temptations to take the mess of unmemorised notes.
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that was when i only started studying 1 elements out of 7 elements.
obviously, i wasnt a very hardworking student. i climbed into my bed, intending to study comfortably. i fall asleep and left 2 elements. copper and nickel, i have disappoint you~ ah, craps... but at least, i resist the temptations to start my computer.
so today, did the quiz, think can pass, haa, cos shitter returned me the 'good luck' i lend him for dota on wednesday. and musical was amazingly FUN!!! waiting for your pics, liangjue or ruth, send me asap. haa~ thanks a lot lot. i'm so tired. i only slept 3 hours cos of the quiz and yet i stayed out till so late. i'm rarely tired in the wee mornings and that is bad for my skins. my mum is complaining, my face is grumbling, my bones are nagging, my mind isnt ticking fast, i have such an exhausted soul~
well, many people are overseas. eugene must be in some japan snoozing away and dripping saliva all over his pillow. lihong & huixian must be in their comfy coaches on their way to cooling genting for shop till drop session and fun taking pics. sara must be on the plane now. see! lots of them are enjoying life, singapore seems boring huh?
ok, i'm even more determined to save up for my long-awaited hong kong trip next year. 
hope i can save the money bahz!
yup, i cant stand people who make use of people just for the extend of their own good. this is bad. and i will feel doubly guilty if i do that for twice straight. even when asking sara to acc me, i feel i'm so bad and i consider a tad long long time before i actually thickened my skin by a wee 0.0005nm. but i wont ask twice. at least i didnt. i am not that thick-skinned yet. haa...
and to think such human beings are actually alive. they borrow money from others and dont return back. dont they know, money lend and return is the best policy to getting another loan next time. i have an uncle who borrows money from my aunt like every month to pay his neccessities.
yesh yesh. he jolly well has a stable job, wife and the only child, his salary isnt enough for him when my dad earns about the same amount but my dad has a wife too, plus THREE 3 children. isnt our situation more pathetic than his. he is really over the limit, out of control. he even HINT my dad for money when he knows our situation so much now, shitter...
remembering the days in band when i used to play only one bar wrong in a concert piece, i will get so pissed with myself and feeling all guilty and bad for dragging the whole band to perform slightly bad. and the time when i practise like craze but in the end, competition, i played a note wrong. lemme tell you, this feeling isnt good. espically when you got a silver and not gold, not in the top form. you would feel as if the whole band has gotten a silver is cos' of i who didnt get the note correct. thats how i feel. have i really drag the band's performance down?
feeling guilty is the most unwanted feeling to have. thick-skinned is so not me. i should learn to be more determined and independent. not relaying on my mum's, not adding to her burden and learn to understand, she has her reasons too. honesty is the best policy~
got to sleep now and refresh back my face...Labels: grumble, random
f lu t t er ing @ 2:34 AM :)
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
alright. i dont care who read my blog. its none of my business as long as you dont come bother me. or start your chants behind my back. it isnt good to hear about your own bad things when people spurt out accidentally. every other things are fine.
well, school isnt fun~ it hasent been so since year 2 started. its no longer the la la happy times i used to have. it isnt what i ever wanted. it isnt what i yearned for every morning. it isnt the smile i used to have on my face, it isnt the feel i used to have for lessons. you all can never understand how much i love going to school everyday without fail. how much i love waking up, smiling to myself and going to school with a light heart feeling all elated.
but, people are forever changing and they are getting more and more irritating as times go by. i dont understand why. why cant people just stay put as who they are. just like the first time we met each other, no changes. isnt that good? the attitudes are still there, the manners are still there, the courtesy are still there, everything seems so great and perfect about the new people when you first meet them.
However, as times go by, they got used to you being around them. slowly, all things started changing. from the mannerism decreasing to none and courtesy disappearance, things like scarcism and rudeness they find it funny. ya, at times when things started at first. but, as times go by, they are not funny especially when you keep saying it continously and at ALL times, every minute, every second. its so damn rude larh!!!
i hate rude people
stop saying the zj thing. its not that dim bit of funny anymore. in fact, its irritating. this has been going on for like a year or soon. arent you tired of it? i'm tired of it. see my expressionless face the next time then. this is the second time i mention this. cant you see that it is bothering me. stop saying it. what will you feel when someone keep saying you fail your exam NNPP lalalal and mock you in front of the other people for like a year. still, they continue mocking you. its irritating right...
and i hate it when things get really out of hand. there is always a limit to one's patience. and i guess i'm felling pretty pek chiak recently. so everything sarcaism isnt funny. not a twint bit. stop it before it left a mark on my mind. this kinda mark is unremovable and never can it be fill back. the feelings for friends will never be the same again.
yup. another thing, i really wonder why it is getting more and more difficult for my group to discuss on the datasheet parts. it never used to be like that. sorry, but, peizhen, i wasnt saying about you ( imagining you still reads my blog). its just my craps. dont bother. anyway, everytime, we are discussing, that person shall be G. G will never want to take the difficult part. nor will G wants the discussion and conclusion parts. i know its a chore, but since you are complying, isnt it right for you to just take the conclusion part. if not, you comply and have to resend to the 3rd party and let the person do the conclusion part, send back to you and you re-edit again. isnt this more troublesome?
and we will have to resort to that all the time. plus, who wont want the easy part. G is ever taking the easier part and just do the complying thing. this is so lazy of you to think. we have to think to make our mind works, you see. but this isnt the most important factor. i'm not bothered by it. what i'm bothered by is, G is always delaying the complying work till the very last minute.
and, this is bad for someone who is doing formal report. although, me, i admit, i'm wrong, i should do the formal report ALL by myself. but when G is doing the formal report, we helped too! we send it to G so fast. and for mine, the day before the due date, at only about 10pm, then it was sent to me. lemme tell you, thousands of sorries isnt enough. the thing is, if only you could sent it to me earlier, things would work out better. seconds are my presious crystals beauty sleep.
but i have forgave and forgot. so its alright now. luckily, it didnt left a mark on me. but now, G is pushing me every day for datasheet. what is so wrong with you, i need time to blog de also k? haa, apparently, i love my blog more than my school lives now. but nvm, i shall learn how to control my emotions and to forgive and to forget.
and peizhen, i'm rushing out the fochem datasheet le. sorry for dragging!!! but i'm really stuck on the damny damn damn decomposition potential. what the hell is that? this, i shall resolve myself. sorry once again, though it doesnt help. anyway, i will send it to you ASAP!!! i swear...
so, yup, these are my rants. dont bother about me. i'm just so not yensiang recently. i dont know why.
and to think i rotted my weekends away. i didnt buy the phone. now, i'm having second thoughts for it. i dont know why. maybe i should just stick to my cranky k700i. dont you think i should? maybe i really should. i just so hope my hazy days now will float by soon, get over it and done with.
I DISLIKE RUDE AND IRRESPONSIBLE PEOPLE
watch your attitudes, it matters a lot to peopleLabels: grumble, random
f lu t t er ing @ 9:57 PM :)
