Tuesday, December 05, 2006
alright. i dont care who read my blog. its none of my business as long as you dont come bother me. or start your chants behind my back. it isnt good to hear about your own bad things when people spurt out accidentally. every other things are fine.
well, school isnt fun~ it hasent been so since year 2 started. its no longer the la la happy times i used to have. it isnt what i ever wanted. it isnt what i yearned for every morning. it isnt the smile i used to have on my face, it isnt the feel i used to have for lessons. you all can never understand how much i love going to school everyday without fail. how much i love waking up, smiling to myself and going to school with a light heart feeling all elated.
but, people are forever changing and they are getting more and more irritating as times go by. i dont understand why. why cant people just stay put as who they are. just like the first time we met each other, no changes. isnt that good? the attitudes are still there, the manners are still there, the courtesy are still there, everything seems so great and perfect about the new people when you first meet them.
However, as times go by, they got used to you being around them. slowly, all things started changing. from the mannerism decreasing to none and courtesy disappearance, things like scarcism and rudeness they find it funny. ya, at times when things started at first. but, as times go by, they are not funny especially when you keep saying it continously and at ALL times, every minute, every second. its so damn rude larh!!!
i hate rude people
stop saying the zj thing. its not that dim bit of funny anymore. in fact, its irritating. this has been going on for like a year or soon. arent you tired of it? i'm tired of it. see my expressionless face the next time then. this is the second time i mention this. cant you see that it is bothering me. stop saying it. what will you feel when someone keep saying you fail your exam NNPP lalalal and mock you in front of the other people for like a year. still, they continue mocking you. its irritating right...
and i hate it when things get really out of hand. there is always a limit to one's patience. and i guess i'm felling pretty pek chiak recently. so everything sarcaism isnt funny. not a twint bit. stop it before it left a mark on my mind. this kinda mark is unremovable and never can it be fill back. the feelings for friends will never be the same again.
yup. another thing, i really wonder why it is getting more and more difficult for my group to discuss on the datasheet parts. it never used to be like that. sorry, but, peizhen, i wasnt saying about you ( imagining you still reads my blog). its just my craps. dont bother. anyway, everytime, we are discussing, that person shall be G. G will never want to take the difficult part. nor will G wants the discussion and conclusion parts. i know its a chore, but since you are complying, isnt it right for you to just take the conclusion part. if not, you comply and have to resend to the 3rd party and let the person do the conclusion part, send back to you and you re-edit again. isnt this more troublesome?
and we will have to resort to that all the time. plus, who wont want the easy part. G is ever taking the easier part and just do the complying thing. this is so lazy of you to think. we have to think to make our mind works, you see. but this isnt the most important factor. i'm not bothered by it. what i'm bothered by is, G is always delaying the complying work till the very last minute.
and, this is bad for someone who is doing formal report. although, me, i admit, i'm wrong, i should do the formal report ALL by myself. but when G is doing the formal report, we helped too! we send it to G so fast. and for mine, the day before the due date, at only about 10pm, then it was sent to me. lemme tell you, thousands of sorries isnt enough. the thing is, if only you could sent it to me earlier, things would work out better. seconds are my presious crystals beauty sleep.
but i have forgave and forgot. so its alright now. luckily, it didnt left a mark on me. but now, G is pushing me every day for datasheet. what is so wrong with you, i need time to blog de also k? haa, apparently, i love my blog more than my school lives now. but nvm, i shall learn how to control my emotions and to forgive and to forget.
and peizhen, i'm rushing out the fochem datasheet le. sorry for dragging!!! but i'm really stuck on the damny damn damn decomposition potential. what the hell is that? this, i shall resolve myself. sorry once again, though it doesnt help. anyway, i will send it to you ASAP!!! i swear...
so, yup, these are my rants. dont bother about me. i'm just so not yensiang recently. i dont know why.
and to think i rotted my weekends away. i didnt buy the phone. now, i'm having second thoughts for it. i dont know why. maybe i should just stick to my cranky k700i. dont you think i should? maybe i really should. i just so hope my hazy days now will float by soon, get over it and done with.
I DISLIKE RUDE AND IRRESPONSIBLE PEOPLE
watch your attitudes, it matters a lot to peopleLabels: grumble, random
f lu t t er ing @ 9:57 PM :)
